Coming to an End

My semester of Japanese learning is coming to an end (sigh).
I have no idea if I will be able to take Japanese next semester because it depends on whether I get in to the Japanese studies program I am itching to get in to.
I will find out this week or next and it makes these weeks so grueling.
Then again, if I don't get in, at least for these few weeks I can dream that I am in and I wouldn' t be totally tricking myself.
if you get what I mean.

wish me luck. (library rant from yesterday taken out because I need to have focus on this blog and can't go off on tangents like that)